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22 October 2010 @ 04:56 am
Sleepy eyes - mish mosh of Oct. happenings  
Oh goodness it's been so long since I last posted. I am sorry. But I've been so tired lately. That kinda tired where even when you sleep and wake up, you'd like to go back to bed. It's sorta of thrown me out of my normal schedule, if you will. Plus a few things that run through my head constantly can also be an explanation as to why my sleep is out of whack. Which leads me to saying sorry for not replying back (;w;) I always intend too, and I have a laundry list of replies I have to get to, it's just my head gets cloudy and my fingers tired. (-,.-) But I swear I read all of them! ♥ Lol, I even actually "journal" to rewrite in LJ - mostly a mess of notes, ideas, dreams, etc. but w/e~  I always find it a little helpful to keep a writing utensil and notebook by my side. But YES! This weekend and upcoming week, I will do my best to reply~  (★ ̄∀ ̄★)

My head has been in the clouds lately~ more so than normal! (≧∇≦) I sense it's the changing of the seasons that is doing it to me... Like for instance, I left the room to go read for a bit- to finish the last bit of my classwork up. (Which btw, Beowulf is actually not such a bad read. A little difficult to follow unless your attention is fully on the book. But a fast read. I read it all in 3 days~ probably faster if it wasn't for class! ROFL! xD) anyways I took a trip down the hall to read by a little window adorned with lace curtains. No one is really around during the hours of 1-3 pm so it's a great time to read quietly where my focus is placed solely on the book --- WRONG. My mind wondered more to the world peeking itself through the window, accompanying the sun that filtered through the curtains that warmed my legs up. I don't know, it just took my mind wandering. I often have this inner narration that plays in the background of my head creating a grove of fairy tales inspired by the days events. I'm sure that I am over-thinking this, that's all (^^;;) On the contrary, I rather enjoy this slightly hazy mood I've been in. It's brought forth a fountain of creativity. (人´∀`) can't argue with that!

Speaking of class~ everything is going well there! I've been able to hold an A average. So I am super happy about that. HAHAHAHA, though 2 classes shouldn't be to difficult to hold down right?! (ノ≧∀≦)ノ I wish I could have taken more, but bleh.... considering everything, I think 2 is a good number. Psych class is getting interesting! We're learning about the dream cycles and brain processes. I am always so intrigued by the mind works, and why we think/do the things we do. (*´ー`) This class is mostly made up of notes, a few experiments and exams. English is so-so~ reading Beowulf was okay... I wasn't too into the book, but it certainly had it's moments! Like I said above you sort of have to invest some time in actually focusing on what you're reading. I remember seeing the movie forever ago ~ (●>v<●) Next semester I changed to have sociology, English, and business~ World History was too much of an "in class" class to take. Which I am upset I didn't get to take it, because it seemed so cool to learn about other histories and cultures. I was excited to get to the Malaysian section along with the Spanish section! (winkwinkwink) Italy, Greece, Korea, Japan, and Thailand too! EVERYWHERE BASICALLY! \(^○^)人(^○^)/

This past week I traveled downtown with my mom. I adore downtown life. The rush of all the people going some where and always having a destination in mind. Of course I didn't, so I wondered around aimlessly capturing life behind my lens. There is always a rush I feel when I go down there. I can suspect it's because I don't go down there much, and so when I do --- there is always something new to see. There are also so many characters you meet on your travels downtown too! I find it so magnetic to hear snippets of people's days/lives when passing them by, or sitting on the train, in a cafe, ect. It was fun way to pass 7 hours, hopefully soon I'll get to head back down there to take more shots or shop, or just hang~~ I'd love to live down there too if it wasn't so expensive! (*x_x) Anywho, here are my 3 fave snaps from Tue. I wish I could have gotten more train pictures, I love those types of photos so much! ROFL, my mom kept telling me that I look like a ridiculous tourist, even though I live here. Pahaha, I shook my head and told her I don't care. Obviously SLR cam = photographer, and Digi cam = tourist. LOL JK! (≧▽≦)

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Fun thing this weekend is I get to hang at Mir's house! We'll probably reek havoc as usual and run around nonsensically. Maybe another trip to hobby lobby for a swashbuckling sword fight part 2! Special surprise for a very near and dear leader coming up~! 〜(・▽・〜)(〜・▽・)〜 The on Sunday, we go and look at another house and Sunday dinner at my aunt's house. I am staying upbeat an hopeful about the housing situation, or just about everything in general! Everything happens for some reason, and inevitably things will always fall in their respective place. No need to stay so negative, every little improvement is for the better. Not to mention, I could be so much worse off as well, I have a lot more than some others, so I can't be so down and whiny about everything it makes everything so much worse. It's always important to be positive and thankful for everything imo. (☆▽☆)

So I think I mentioned this in a previous post, but I was thinking more about it today as I was going through my blogs -- so i figured to mention it... My blogging style has changed dramatically imo. Most posts were superficial, and obviously dramatic and spazzy. But other than deleting them, I'd like to keep them. Those posts showcase who I was personally at the point in my life. My naivete, close-mindedness, etc. It was hilarious to re-read some of them, and reminisce about what I wrote. I think the way I write my thoughts out now, compared to before shows my growth and hopefully broadening of my opinions and feelings. Although I still am my normal silly self (*・3<) In any case, it's just a little something I noticed in passing recently and thought I'd make mention of it. I think I've definitely become more passive. Hahaha, I don't fly off the handle as much, and I have become more of a "neutral" personality. I am cracking myself up as I type (*´艸`*)
Meh, I should probably do a revamp too. Fix up my LJ in that sense~ I did it to my photo journal(which is my tumblr, mostly more (korean)pop culture/media photos, but I think more now -- versus my older posts I am a little more varied in what I post) , now to my actual blog! ヽ(*’∀’*)/ I feel so terrible for neglecting my LJ so much. I really should give my blog more love/attention. ( ̄m ̄)I know I still have to give Mir and Alligator a layout list among other things to check off my check list. I always make a quadrillion of them, and never check anything off~ blech! Argh, I better run off now considering my tutor is coming today, and I still have classwork to finish up, and I am sleepy! ♥

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Current Location: room
Current Mood: Hazy
Current Music: Ra.D - Sweet Love (feat. 꼬깔이)
alisha the gamf: ppg✯ eeeeeeepeningpala on October 24th, 2010 06:01 am (UTC)
bb you are such a flowerchild, for real. don't worry about replying to this, just know that we must skype soon! ♥
Miriam: purple dahliasstar_eyeddoll on October 26th, 2010 04:00 pm (UTC)
Sorry I had to cancel on you!! I should budget my time better so that homework won't catch me like it did. I will make it up to you soon, I swear! When I start fleshing out my research papers and my persuasive speech is done, I should have more time. But no matter what, you're always on my mind and in my heart!!!

I love those pictures, the first one especially. It's a tad blurry but still. The silhouette of the old man attaches to it a lingering ephemeral vision of time passing while still being vital. OMG I'm prolly just on crack. I love them all though, I want to see more <3 you're a soul that belongs in the heart of a place